liyanaezzaty

its thursday today . and zayd is finally not in tekong :D
cant wait to see him soon again . meanwhile bby,
have fun with your soccer match with the guys today !
kick some balls ! <3

okay , horrible chemistry class just ended.
super lost and super not-motivated today .. to do .. any chemistry .
pain in the ass :( plus, im not feeling very well .

so anw, if you've been wondering where i've been ..

30th october:
Halloween in school. and I wasnt sure what i was actually . wanted to be a hot sexy scientist . but i gave up and became Ris low instead. didnt party elsewhere after that . and that week, mr eyecandy checked me out. major. ( well, only for that week )




1st november:
i was involved in a charity show called the KINGS OF FREEDOM organised by youth empire. held at RITZ CARLTON . basically, we had to dance down the runway with laselle designer tops which went for bidding after that. ( worth hundreds of $$ ) money went to some charity organisation to build that Berlin wall in Bedok. (okay , i've totally forgotten the full story. but its something like that ) . Best part : some of the new face girls were also involved and it was greeeeaaaaat to get together again after the newpaper newface comp. ( AND IM STILL WAITING FOR MY TAKA SHOW $$$$ ! )







and then, i dont think much happened after that . except for school and 1st UT for this sem. didnt climb much too .. i dont know eh, i feel that this sems class is pretty competetive and i certainly have to pull pull pull up my socks ! too many smart people already and i dont want to be one of the weakest . so yeah, still waiting for my UT results. hopefully it will satisfy me huh (: just trying to set my priorities right this time!


in betweeen, i've got meetups with my boyfriend zayd, and the girls. aha. okay, honestly i've been hiding myself at home ! and havent been out much .i've been watching OC and i can really watch them for hourssss. mischa barton, me likeeee.

she's definitely nothing as compared to andriana lima or alessandra ambrosio or any of the victoria's secret models . but she's sweet and hot . and there's something about her that make her stands out more than the victoria's secret models. and sometimes kann , i perasan that i look like her tauu . hahaha.

okay, some mobile upload from my hp .

this is my boyfriend zayd . anddd ilovehim alotalotalotalot :D !!
haha, i miss him all the time. but nothing much can be done sometimes.
just gotta keep myself busy and occupied and wait for the weekends to come around again ..
*smiles*

okay. me and zayd's birthday week.
( and if you dont know, me and zayd has the same birthday . 19 novemberrr )

unfortunately, zayd was in camp on our birthday . and he got his own tekong birthday celebration. walaubagaimanapun, i'll never be able to forget is the birthday surprised i planned for him at his house, with his family i've never had a proper introduction before. but despite all that, i managed to plan a smooth one with the help of his bestfriend haq. and the birthday surprised went really reallly well. his mum cooking, delicious ! hopefully, his mum got a good impression on me ? heh. i got him an island shop shirt, one of his fav retail shops !

okay something random before i log out.
i think johnathan jacob is really adorable :D who is he ? my angmoh maths and class mentor .. who drinks pink protein shakes from a small tortoise glass mug . haha. and coincidently, the first person i saw this morning once i stepped out of the car was , him (: totally made my morning . nyaha. okay stop.

goodnight !

didnt realise that i've negelected you for more than a month !!
gimme time, finding my mojo to blog again .
soon , promise ! well at least before you catch a cold again .

hi everyone !
I am blogging with my handphone for the very first time . Haha . Very cool , very cool.

Well, i recently got a new phone together with zayd actually. But its more of an impromtu decision for me coz intially, i was supposed to just accompany bby to get a new line. ive always wanted to get a new line and a new phone(coz i seriously need it) but im always to broke to get them . And besides, i thot i have to pay the registration and the other stuff that very day or something . Heh. but when i gotta know i wont have to pay for it that day, haha i just went crazy!

I mean im sure i'll stop being broke after november when i start working. And i certainly should be able to pay my bills then .

Got the singtel youth plan while bby got the camp something plan ( for ns men ) . We both got the same nokia E63 except mine is white and he got the black one. And the first 7 digit of our hp number is exactly the same ! Hahahaha. Our last digit is only a number away . How cute. LOL..

Nolah, It just excites me la because i've never done this with anyone before :p

You know, i was supposed to go for an audition with fly entertainment tdy but i totally ditched it. I KNOW, WASTED ! But dont know la huh, had a heavy heart abt going. Maybe, im just not ready. I've got so much in hand already. Not even sure if i can juggle it well.

Got a photoshoot tmr, so i better head to bed for a good night sleep. And ps zayd, i miss you so much.

its hard to sustain a good healthy professional relationship with someone you're working with when the other party is just being selfish and ignorant about how you might feel about it . i just want work and a bit of professionalism.

*breaths*

so anw, i've been feeling reallly broke these days coz my long awaited ka-ching ka-ching is not here yet ! butt, it good to know that more ka-ching ka-ching is coming in after next week (: no need to sell clothes for 12 hours a day just to earn 50 bucks anymore  ! heeheeeeeee. honestly, im very excited with this new life . ghaaaha. okay.

actually i have photos to show here.. it was my first photoshoot i had during the holidays and its fabfabfabulous ! its on fb too so for more of it go check it there ;p ! pleaase comment kay .
credits to luke idham himself and photog faris j.




love much.

I'VE BEEN GONE FOR TOO LONG,YES?
liyana nodds.

goodness. so much to update ! but i dont really know where to begin . sorry for keeping you guys waiting anyway . no, the blog is not dead. its just me. i've got no time and got too tired to update everysingleday i logged in to my comp. im still am you know :(  i want to pamper myself like how i did in kl with the thai massage la, the facial la, the foot spa laa .. haaa, (: good days. now, im thrown back to school . no more glamour life, no more sponsored stuff . back to studiess ! its the 2nd week, 2nd day of school for RP tdy actually . but for me , its the 3rd day of school since school opened. i missed 4 days of school last week ! had the newface rehersels and fitting and stuff.. except for the wednesday. hee. it was bby's enlistment day to tekong and of course we both want to spend the last moments together right ? so that boy was sweet enough to come down to amk in the morning so we could have a greaaaaaat morning breakfast together. zayd look so damn adorable with his bald head and ears sticking out like a chinchila. haaa, super adorable ;)

tnp . well, the finals was last thursday, 8th october. first and foremost, i wanna thank everybody who has voted in for me. appreciated it alot ! even though i did not get the miss popularity title, i know i was really really close. infact, someone from somewhere somewhere told me that i was pretty close during the whole competition as well, and for that, i amm greeeeeatful enough . congrats to winner victoria , 1st runner up julie and 2nd runner up min yi :D my main objective to join this competition was not to win . this is after all my first contest and i dont expect a high expectation of myself neither. start slow you know. but my target however, was to at least not to go home empty handed .  i may not have won any big titles but having to have won the taka award together with the other 4 girls and also not forgetting the great journey which comes along with the great unforgetable memories was the best priceless prize to me. hee. i just have no regrets in this competition (;

okay, its 12.25am now. i should head to bed for school. will continue sooooooooooooooooon !

A night terror, also known as a sleep terror or pavor nocturnus, is a parasomnia disorder characterized by extreme terror and a temporary inability to regain full consciousness. The subject ( which is me )wakes abruptly from slow-wave sleep, with waking usually accompanied by gasping, moaning, or screaming. It is often impossible to awaken the person fully, and after the episode the subject normally settles back to sleep without waking. A night terror can rarely be recalled by the subject. They typically occur during non-rapid eye movement sleep.

Night terrors are distinct from nightmares in several key ways. First, the subject is not fully asleep when the night terror occurs. Unlike nightmares, which are frequently dreams of a frightening nature, night terrors are not recalled dreams. Usually there is no situation or event (scary or otherwise) that is dreamed, but rather the emotion of fear itself is felt. Often, this is coupled with tension and apprehension without any distinct sounds or visual imagery, although sometimes a vague object of fear is identified by the sufferer. These emotions, generally without a focusing event or scenario, increase emotions in a cumulative effect.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Night_terror

well, i hope thats what im suffering from for the past few days. nothing more. maybe stress? maybe tiredness ? maybe its just my emotion . but it is sure darn terrifying ! i hear voices . i feel pressure . i dont even dare to go back to sleep once mum left for work in the morning .
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i've been away from lj for quite sometime i supposed. mann, you have no idea ! i've been so tired . and its NOT from hari raya visiting at all .

was at super import event at expo on hari raya and we get to go driftingggggg !


more pictures at my fb.

and the next day , i was so tired from DOING NOTHING AT ALL .
nope, no visiting . no guest . no mum . no brother. just me in this
big spooky boogy house all alone . tired from thinking of what to do next .
so tired that i couldnt even update my lj . bummer.

actually, im quite sad that my hari raya is not so much of a hari raya .
maybe by now, your fb are prolly flooded with so many hari raya pictures of your
family and cousins , from house to house and the food  . my mum didnt even manage
to cook rendang and all at all :(  just get to envy those pictures of yours behind this screen .

and no, i wont be visiting or receiving guest anytime soon because we're leaving to KL and terrenganu
TONIGHT after my rehersel and will only be back on the 29th morning . like woah . i've spent extra
work in cleaning up this house on my own and i dont get to show it off a little . double bummer.

well at least, i managed to invite some of the TNP girls over to my place to chill after our radio recording .
we had a few hours before our rehersel and so decided to crash at my place to kill time. and they are the first few people to eat my kuehs . thanks girls .

i've yet to pack my stuff and gonna meet zayd for lunch at 12 . i better get going .
some pictures to share before i leaveeeeeeeeeeeee for a long good weekend.

okay, i bet and i hope you guys have seen THE BIG BAND THEORY album on my fb .
if not, let me share a few of my fav here. to see more, go see my fb .

model: liyanaezzaty
photographer: farhan adenan
assistant: azmi rosli





many people asked me if the smacking of paint, chalk powder and glitter right to my face is real.
yes people, it is . quite a fun  painful shot tho .








and when i leave for 6 long days , this particular man in the following pictures will truly be missed.
credits to danny phyo .


i love you bby .

BUY NEWPAPER TDY !
and dont forget to vote for me (:
TNPNF ( space ) 17 ( space ) ur ic ( space ) ur name
to 77877 . thank youuuuuuuuuu .

have a good day people .

i am so tired.

its hari raya tomorrow isnt ?
not for me, we got to be at some subaru event .
to reach at sph by 1145am. 

selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all umat islam .
mohon maaf zahir dan batin kalau liyana tersilap cakap.
halalkan makan dan minum liyana (:

zzz. just wanna watch teevee and fall asleep in the living room !!
will update more in detail sooon . and bby, i miss you.

heyhey . i just got back from chomp chomp with ben, shah and hero :D the craziest bunch of loveable guys i've known tgt with dear elroy during my secondary school days ^^ we took some photos today at the playground , but unfortunately facebook is being sucha blardy bitch . tsk tsk . i never had so much fun with them for quite sometime already and tonight was all about me trying to update myself with all the recent news. i've missed so much stuff !! so outdated. hiroshi just got himself into an agency and was sharing with me some stuff he just learned. lol. had so much fun catwalking up and down the playground like orang gila.

" eh, newpaper winner is 16 years old right ??! "
" ehhhhh. last year ? no ."
"nono, this year . it was in the newpaper. got her picture"
"thats one of the finalist"
"ohhh"
"my turn is coming out this friday."
"huh ? " ( lost, confused )
"omg.. do you even know if im in the finals? "
" ehhh. noooooo"
" :( !!!!!! "

thanks la hiro. bitch . lols.
ohoh, facebook has recovered ! copy and paste . lol.
oh, i also have the pictures from the buke outing with the girls last friday !

kay tdy !

 my 'angelic' bestfriend, shah.


and his very cute bestfriend, liyanaezzaty.

eee. lol.

strum strum strum the guitar.


luckily i was a music student back in secondary. hee.



lol . my lashes look so fake !! no wonder people kept asking me if its real or fake .. okayyy , now i know ! haha.








no comment, they're just bored.

shah and ben !!

holahola.

goodness. i got another hour and half left before i meet ben and all the unholy faggots for chomp chomp .  miss the guys alot lor .heh . anw, i just got back from a shoot with luke idham at raffles hotel this afternoon and it went reallyyy greaaaaaaaaaat . it was a great honour to have a photoshoot with famous cross dresser himself. thanks luke, adit and mr photographer :) great experience with you guys ! and i will show you the pictures soon after luke is done editing them :D

luke's flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/mtmluke/ 

heyy people !
i had a greaaaaaat time with the TNP girls yesterday for the ion levi's unveiling and everything else that comes after that event . hee. i was really realyy excited for the levi's unveiling for one reason , and for one reason only .. FANN WONG !! hahah . sorry la, i likee fann wong . hee . and she is the Levi's Lady Style Brand Ambassador.

i think i picked a prettyy prettyy top for yesterday's event from levis tho i was the last few girls to arrive at SPH and had limited choices .. i like it sooo mucccccch that i might consider getting it ? mhh .

 

 

:D

some of my classmates came down too !!




meet DIN A SAUR . or din . lols . he is vincent's friend whom vinc was trying to * coughs* matchmake me with . and the first thing din said to me when he saw me was , " youre sooo tall. " lol. its the 5 inches dude. but yeah, i say we've been a steady friend in msn ey .

zayd and haq came after the event ended and joined us girls for dinner at sakura cuisine . total bill was pretty close to $200 . lol. and there was alotttt of foood !! thankgod, they've forgotten about the butter prawns we ordered . lol.



classic ! lol. zayd and haq kept disturbing amelia. one call her an indian , another call her a warrior -.-. so naughty . sorry amelia !






then yuting went for her navelpeircing !!


ouch

ouch

ouch

ouch

thenn tadaaa ! yuting said it didnt hurt at all. fearless ( commonly used in TNP). lol. its really pretty on her tho !

zayd and haq wanted to watch year 1 last night actually. so we headed to shaw house but they didnt have it there. so i guess we were prolly lazy to head to cineleisure and decided to just stick around orchard area and join the girls. besides, we kept bumping into them ! lols.

god, have you guys tried yumi yogurt ?! it was my first time tyring and it was damnnn um.. yummy la ! go give it a try . ion basement. different flavours of yogurts and many different toppings you could choose from plus they are really generous with their toppings la . and its cheaper that i thought ! lol , am i slow or have you guys heard of it already ?

most of the girls left after that . but whoever who was still there decided to surprised nurul with an oreocheese cake from starbucks for her 24th birthday which is today ! happy birthday darling . and oh, bumped into christine and liwen at starbucks. miss them much .

and have i mention that zayd was lookin sooooo blardyyy dashing yesterday, no ?
heh, he does . ( cheekysmile )

i got home and mum showed me her masterpiece she hand-knitted herself for her babygirl ..

a spaghetti strap top with its muffler. the muffler looks like alas kain abit ( hee ) but still , cute right my mother ! its not easy making them you know and this kinda surprises from a mother dont come by often . i appreciate it soo much .. and im gonna wear it for my finals, 8th october. heee. thanks mom. dont be heartbroken and moody moody okay. daughter loves you .

anw, meow texted . girlies buke together again at geylaaaaaaang !! i so wanna be there. but was contemplating at first coz my initial plan for today was to head for climbing . but but but but but , its half way thru ramadan already . gonna get busier . and i dont think i'll ever have another chance this year to buke with them. i mean i already blow up the first buke. and i can climb next week right ? next friday . omg, so far.. im so lacking behind already ..

( two big fat curtains up, 1 more big fat curtain to goo .. )

IONNNNNNNNN LEVIS AT FIVE .
catch us girls ;) !

gonna get some beauty sleeeeep for tmr . hee.
i worked hard today you know . night night .

god, he's soo cute ^^

hey people. i just got back from workxXx. ( BEST OF BLOGSHOP, level 1 )
and guess who surprised me at work .... meow ! lol . i was greeted with a peck of kiss from her while i was arranging some clothes. sweet kan this kuching . lols. she was with 2 guys from rp and one of them seriously reminds me of meow's little sister, darlene . hahahaa. she invited me to buke with her at the ayam penyet shop and .. i got a lil worry at first because it was the peak period, people are floodin it and i have to wait and wait and wait for them to leave. but the longer i waited , more people actually came in x_x . so i took the courage to just shut the shutter infront of them and gave them the please leave, i have to eat look . lols. usually, i just leave the store alone for awhile while i run to buy some packed food and eat it in the store. but, i didnt wanna dissapoint meow. i mean, i already did last saturday when i was supposed to buke tgt with the girls but i had to cancel it at the very last min coz i had family dinner that day. so yeahh . besides, i miss meowww so much . she came back to the store later that night and spent $70+ from me . she even bought an umberella that cost $20 laa coz just because it has a pretty cool metal casing . lols.

nazmi darling called and asked me if i wanted to join then to mustafa center just now. siao. hahaha . i would love love love  to see him again for the last time before he leave for ns ( and i seriously wanna verify with him about the picture i saw of him in FB !! ) but i couldnt. im tired. and i have to head to work earlier tmr for stock count and other stuff. so i skipped that plan and instead, i went over to somerset to meet zayd and took the train together towards marina bay. we bounced and he alighted at raffles after that . purposely . haha . girlfriend want to have some time with boyfriend. 10 min pun jadi la. lol. and besides, i know boyfriend pon secretly wanna have sometime with her too :p ~ he's hard on the outside, but soft and sweet on the inside kay . hee.

im gonna work a lil bit more for this holiday . coz its gonna get busier when hari raya starts . and i need  to earn some money to support myself a lil . i've got TNP rehersels and school gonna start soon .. and me and my family is going for a lil getaway to maybe, pulau redang right after my rehersel on the 23rd. gonna be in malaysia from 24th to 29th afternoon ? then gotta rush back to rehersels at night on the 29th. wah seh . pengsan. plus photoshoots coming up with various photog. gonna be really exciting ! hehehehe . but setback, i've gotta squeeze all this in sept ; work, climb, hari raya prep, photoshoot, and zaydlove. he's enlisting for ns this coming october 7th !! right before my grand finals :( 

im tired. i should head to bed now .
zayd, xoxo !

i wanna go :(
but ergh, wont be in sg.

( i wanted to upload pictures of me and zayd, but nvm . so leceh . )

OMFGGGGGGGGGG !!!!!!!! YEAR 1 WAS DAMN BLOOODY HILARIOUS !
its a lil dirty here and there but its soo funneh and entertaining . so go watch it.

lol. wenta watch it with suhaimi as his late birthday treat actually . and we were having quite an adventure today huh . been a long time ey mi ! from deyi for teacher's day celebration ( and i still think normila , my malay teacher, still doesnt like ) then to his school to pay up some stuff then to SSDC to re-book my BTT for the third time ( !!! ) but this time i booked 2 TTT too just incase . cost me $23 buck altogether. we bumped into izzul there . then sullaiman and other guy came down to catch up catch up right there and then and also yeah , all this tak puase people went to smoke together as well. tak tau malu . lol. i just got my pay for 4 days of working last night and i think i already spent $2849364860229734829427 tdy !!! stop liyana, you still got two clothes under reservation at work ! and there's more stuff under what-i-need-to-get list . * faints*
i even went to NTUC to get some stuff i wanna try making for the first time. have not thought for a name for it yet tho.bbut its something potatoish, tunaish, eggish and superrr mozerellaaaaaaaish ! simple dish je. im seriously having strong cravings for something cheesy these days. whats up with that liyana . tsk tsk . but unfortunately, there's already loads loads loads of food for buke later on. so i guess i just have to push forward my plans to bake it later tonight. for supper ?

mhh, liyanaezzaty has a mission !

 

gheeheh.


me and zayd wenta watch THE PROPOSAL this afternoon before heading to climb asia together . godd, the movie was pretty hilarious. and i love sandra bullock . she knows how to do her thing you know . and ryan reynold, forever h.o.t ;) lols.

climb at asia was really really good actually . infact , GREAAAAT ! really enjoyed it. not sure why, but i think i performed so much better today that i did in school . and i esp like it when azmi gives me routes and guides me whenever im stuck halfway up the wall . just call for azmi, and he will always be there next to you :D and oh , have you heard ? azmi look sooo handsome and really hot now with his new haircut !! keep the hair okay mi ! then find yourself a good deserving girlfriend okayy (: i hope for your happiness .

heh. its just me la, i prefer guys with neat short hair .

so anw, me zayd and zul wenta spize to break our fast and we had a pretty late dinner coz we reached a lil too late. zul's gf, sister and sister's friend came after that to join us. i had chicken, muchroom and cheeseeee roti john . very nice . too bad FADH! didnt join us. wonder where he fled off too . he was gone after the wash up la. and lol, i know he's reading this.

hey, wanna see my orh-cheh? or , bruises from the last 2 sessions from climbing ?

 
pardon me, just got out of the shower.
goodnight !